Sunday, August 17, 2008

update on the good life


things have worked out well for us i would say.
dan got a new job and although his hours suck and the pay is still lower then he would like, i think he is happy.
i really do think that since i went to london in march we have not had a fight, and things have been so much better. i love him, and i know he is madly in love with me. we tell each other all the time.
so heres the update on where i am: i just got promoted to the Continuing unit at my job and i am really excited. Im leaving in about a half hour for training in virignia beach for a week.
im scared as hell about the job but i know it will be ok. i know ill do well on my tests and i will come back and just rock it like i have everything else at my job :) im the second fastest person to get this many promotions in the class i was hired in back in jan 07. go me.
as for TTC, i went to the RE and he gave me the px i need but he wants me to work on zoloft first. so i saw a shrink. who i dont really like but then again i dont think i ever like any of the head dr's ive gone to. they all look at me like im...well..nuts.
i want a child more then anything so i am willing to work on my issues. i need to get off the meds so i can have a healthy child. hopefully w/in the next month or so i will be able to come off it completely. well see.
then there is the issue of flying in october to grandpa/disney.
how will i handle that??!
for now i am going to try really hard to take it one step at a time. i need to learn to relax and enjoy life.

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