ive been feeling a bit down the past few days in regards to my sugar testing. i find that my left hand tests higher than my right so i tend to keep to using my right hand as much as i can. ive stuck myself so many times im getting cuts on some fingers so they are tapped until they heal. and then the numbers themselves...i feel like i was doing so well and then today i just felt off by dinner number..it came out 140! i dont know why i had a veggie dog and fries and its nothing different then anything i have had before and passed. its prob the fries. i just have to completly cut them out and i hate it because i WANT them. im tired of not getting to eat what i want anymore. ive lost another 2lbs. the dr said it was fine because my stomach is measuring where it should be but i still worry avery is not getting all she needs because of this stupid diet. i am just stressing...i am ready to be done with work. im exhausted. i just want it to be time to go into labor..
on the plus side i am looking fwd to my shower sunday. i know everone is so excited to meet her and i am looking fwd to seeing people i havent seen in a while. i have to remember to buy thank you cards. and i am still searching for the "right" thank you gift for mom melissa and carole for throwing the shower.

today is fathers day, and your daddy is so excited to meet you :) less then 6 weeks till you are here little one! its been very rainy out but hopefully that will clear up soon. i want there to be lots of sunshine for you when you are born! i cant wait to take you out in your stroller and walk by the lake by the house and show you all the ducks and geese.

so its day 4 of testing my sugar. the biggest problem for me is my fasting sugar. its supposed to be under 95 but its always over 100. im not sure why. unless im secretly eating in my sleep lol. the needle isnt so bad its just kind of annoying having to do it. i get frustrated when i see the numbers over where they should be. im sure ill get used to it but its still hard.
you have been rolling around in there alot little one, i guess theres not much room for you anymore.
60 days till you are due to arrive :) we cant wait to meet you
we cleared out your room last night and now all your clothes are in the closet with cute little pink hangers. im sure grandma sindee will help fill that closet and all the drawers.