ive been feeling a bit down the past few days in regards to my sugar testing. i find that my left hand tests higher than my right so i tend to keep to using my right hand as much as i can. ive stuck myself so many times im getting cuts on some fingers so they are tapped until they heal. and then the numbers themselves...i feel like i was doing so well and then today i just felt off by dinner number..it came out 140! i dont know why i had a veggie dog and fries and its nothing different then anything i have had before and passed. its prob the fries. i just have to completly cut them out and i hate it because i WANT them. im tired of not getting to eat what i want anymore. ive lost another 2lbs. the dr said it was fine because my stomach is measuring where it should be but i still worry avery is not getting all she needs because of this stupid diet. i am just stressing...i am ready to be done with work. im exhausted. i just want it to be time to go into labor..
on the plus side i am looking fwd to my shower sunday. i know everone is so excited to meet her and i am looking fwd to seeing people i havent seen in a while. i have to remember to buy thank you cards. and i am still searching for the "right" thank you gift for mom melissa and carole for throwing the shower.